Everest
2021
'You're not alone' (group exhibition)
Lazy Mike Gallery. Moscow, Russia
'Yaba. World. Box' (auction)
Kunsthalle Nummer Sieben. Saint Petersburg, Russia
printing on matte paper, glass, frame
70x50x5 cm
2021
'You're not alone' (group exhibition)
Lazy Mike Gallery. Moscow, Russia
'Yaba. World. Box' (auction)
Kunsthalle Nummer Sieben. Saint Petersburg, Russia
printing on matte paper, glass, frame
70x50x5 cm
Urgently I need to find a woman, a naked woman, topless, need to find the right breasts, can’t figure out yet, big, small, find a cool porn actress with big fake boobs, a real standard of fuck, or a modest Chinese woman with the same modest breast size.
Long ... photo after photo, picture after picture in stock libraries, the numbers and varieties are delightful and frightening. Such an attack of testicles in my scrotum is hard to forget. Even 3d figures of lecherous computer girls begin to seem real and excite my consciousness. The choice was hard, I couldn’t come to some final result. The only one on the expanses of the Internet was not found.
Almost forgetting about my idea, I accidentally met a girl, her behavior was totally unacceptable in a «cultural» society. She behaved defiantly and «vulgar». But she so fell into my heart with her independent behavior that I decided I didn’t care what was «under» her, under her clothes. I want her tits in my work.
I can’t explain why or why not... but when I first saw her, I knew at once: she was the one.
I had a difficult way to find some common ground with her. It was easy to talk me into a nude photo shoot, but to influence her behavior was a supertask.
I did not want her vulgar pornographic poses, I wanted her to be the absolute opposite, to be modest and shy with me.
I was madly interested in this way. After many shots with her spread legs and her swollen breasts, I finally managed to tame her ardor and take a single shot that is the exact opposite of her character and behavior. This shot is nothing special, I’m not even a photographer, I just needed a picture. It was the journey itself that mattered to me.
Somebody will say, I’m very lucky, since I found what I needed. But I would have found it anyway, sooner or later. I had a desire. I would even say I had a will.
I was terribly happy that day, as if I had done a great deed, as climbed Mount Everest, or accomplished a feat behind enemy lines. I had this feeling... That I had the power in my hands.
I was satisfied. At last the weight was off me, and I was relieved.
After that, the naked body no longer satisfied me. I didn’t care anymore. The picture of nothing. And my desires became the same.
Long ... photo after photo, picture after picture in stock libraries, the numbers and varieties are delightful and frightening. Such an attack of testicles in my scrotum is hard to forget. Even 3d figures of lecherous computer girls begin to seem real and excite my consciousness. The choice was hard, I couldn’t come to some final result. The only one on the expanses of the Internet was not found.
Almost forgetting about my idea, I accidentally met a girl, her behavior was totally unacceptable in a «cultural» society. She behaved defiantly and «vulgar». But she so fell into my heart with her independent behavior that I decided I didn’t care what was «under» her, under her clothes. I want her tits in my work.
I can’t explain why or why not... but when I first saw her, I knew at once: she was the one.
I had a difficult way to find some common ground with her. It was easy to talk me into a nude photo shoot, but to influence her behavior was a supertask.
I did not want her vulgar pornographic poses, I wanted her to be the absolute opposite, to be modest and shy with me.
I was madly interested in this way. After many shots with her spread legs and her swollen breasts, I finally managed to tame her ardor and take a single shot that is the exact opposite of her character and behavior. This shot is nothing special, I’m not even a photographer, I just needed a picture. It was the journey itself that mattered to me.
Somebody will say, I’m very lucky, since I found what I needed. But I would have found it anyway, sooner or later. I had a desire. I would even say I had a will.
I was terribly happy that day, as if I had done a great deed, as climbed Mount Everest, or accomplished a feat behind enemy lines. I had this feeling... That I had the power in my hands.
I was satisfied. At last the weight was off me, and I was relieved.
After that, the naked body no longer satisfied me. I didn’t care anymore. The picture of nothing. And my desires became the same.